Start a new life~

Hai you guys,

It is been a long time that I did not update my blog. So along of hardship journey I get exhausted and just wanted to gave up but I try not to. This year I have a big examination got alot of stress that time. I easily get cranky and grumpy all of a sudden that's mean there's a lot of things in my mind and make me stress out. Hope you guys can forgive me. Everyday i said it's okay it's okay but it was just a lie . My heart can't take it anymore. My parents are pushing me at the edge of the cliff. I just want to cry with all my heart out. I can't tell anyone i just can't it hard for me. Do you think that I like to be yelled at? My music is everything to me please don't take it away from me. Music makes me feel that i've been by someone. That's all i want to say~ life is hard.